I just want to cry...I don't want to be awake. I wish I could sleep for hours on end just so I won't have to eat. I could lose weight (maybe not a lot but at least some) and I won't have to deal with these stupid emotions I have. I'm sick of feeling like this. I fucking hate this. I hate myself. Everything about me is worthless, stupid, disgusting. I want to burn....maybe cut...Idk ://