Annoyed...

Was supposed to do good today and what do I do?! I binge! Ugh this is ridiculous. Why can't I do anything right. I would purge but I already had Cali Girl Dieter's Tea and I wouldn't want to end up purging that as well. Today has just been so shitty. I've been in a depressed mood all day and haven't been wanting to do anything. Honestly, I would probably feel better if my boyfriend, the one person I love talking to, would show some interest or act like he cares about how I'm doing and what's going on in my life like I do for him ALL THE DAMN TIME! I'm sick of feeling like I'm not cared for. I feel so alone and I hate it...